Cigarettes NOT smoked: 43
Lifetime Saved: 7 hours
Yes I fucking did it. I had my last cigarette on saturday at about 4pm. True I have tried quitting before, but this time I really want to quit. Every time I tried to quit before (which is at least 2 times that I can think of) I don't think I truly wanted to quit. The saying is true "you have to fucking really want to quit". I was done. I was done worrying about if I was going to die of lung cancer. I was done worrying about if I would have to carry an oxygen tank around when I was 50 or 60 years old. I was done. I didn't want to have triple heart bypass surgery like my Dad had to have about 8 years ago from his many years smoking. True I could still suffer from one of these things down the road because I did smoke, but at least it won't be as great because I did stop that bullshit now. I really feel like im on top of the fucking world right now. I'm so excited. I feel like I truly have gotten rid of something that has been tormenting me for the past year or two...... yes the first few years I did enjoy smoking, it was like candy..... but the nightmares of dying from that shit the last little while was enough..... I was done. Enough. I'm ready to conquer the world as a non smoker.
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